This is not normal, yet I have heard things from others who have experienced the same things. They just get him out of their systems then move on. Maybe this is what I should do too. Do what he wants, but replay the mind games he played on me. Get my revenge, and act all mixed up. He needs to feel exactly like I felt. How I still feel. It has already started and already I feel so much better. He came crawling back just like I did before all this. I sit here smiling, feeling the rush of disgust for him, and the satisfaction of knowing that he is experiencing the same things I experienced. Ha. This makes me feel so much better.
I am proud of myself. All the things I could have done to punish myself, yet I finally choose to punish him. I have finally learned his game, and I will play it much better than he can play it. I will beat him at his own game.